02-03-09

Aan D.

'Not Ready to Make Nice' (The Dixie Chicks)

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

 

Ik weet dat ik hier 'the bigger person' zou moeten zijn, dat ik je zou moeten vergeven. Dat ik zou moeten stoppen met zo kwaad te zijn. Maar het lukt me niet.
Hoe vergeef je iemand die niets meer van zich laat horen? Die niet eens vergeven wilt worden? Die denkt dat jij degene bent die iets heeft misdaan?

Ik denk dat het mij niet meteen zal lukken. Het zal tijd vergen, heel veel tijd. En het zal ooit wel overgaan.
Ik haat haar toch al niet meer ...

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